Spinal Stenosis at 47

Hey,

I was diagnosed with congenital spinal stenosis at 46 now. I am so depressed and so worried I am going to be disabled. I have so many health problems that have come up in the last two years that I can't keep track. I sometimes think of ending my life, but I am a Christian and I don't want to go to hell. I am scared that I won't be able to raise and provide for my family. I am scared of the pain I have all day long. I already had a cervical fusion C5-7 that I don't feel worked and a lumbar 4-5. If anybody out there can talk to me, I would so appreciate it. I am having a very bad day.